GOD is and always will be there for you. I find this out every day. Even when the doctors tell me that my mothers Alzheimers is getting worse. Even when they say that her cancer is showing up again in areas that they thought they got. Even when they tell me to take her out of that facility because of her anger rage while in her Alzheimer state.
I LOOK AT THE POSITIVE THINGS IN LIFE. SHE IS STILL ALIVE.
She may not recognize everyone in my family at times. She may not deal in this reality. BUT GOD HAS A PLAN. She got to see the birth of my children. She got to see me married. And more importantly she put the blood on me long ago that allowed me to understand what it meant to believe in things that you can not see.
You may not see me hanging around or doing the things that I used to do. It is because my mother has taken priority in my life. And, when it looks its bleakest, God takes the wheel and allows me to concentrate on my mom. I give her the flowers every week so that she knows I celebrate her life daily. I have been through so much over the last 4 years but the thing that has kept me believing is the fact that they said she had 6 months to live at one point.
THAT WAS 4 YEARS AGO.
No matter what people tell you; Your not qualified, your the wrong race, your the wrong gender, you like the wrong type of person, you should get married, you should get divorced, your too fat, your too skinny, you just don't have what it takes.
THERE IS ONLY ONE BOSS WHO CAN HIRE OR FIRE AND THAT IS GOD. THIS WAS IN MY SPIRIT AND I HAD TO LET IT OUT. GOD BLESS EVERYONE TODAY AND I HOPE THAT ALL YOUR WANTS AND NEEDS ARE MET!
I will get back to real music later this week. Sometimes the blog has to spread the word…