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Why I Purged my Facebook Friends

Why I Purged my Facebook Friends
Yes I am one of those people who purged his Facebook friend list. Why? Well I think we have to examine the word “friend”. What is a friend? To me a friend is someone you can count on to be there for you when you need them. Someone who will not judge you because having... Read more »

I am not struggling with depression

I am not struggling with depression
Do you ever wake in the morning not recognizing the mess in front of you? Do you cringe in regret for the dumb statements made the night before? I do and it sucks. I never once considered I might have depression. I was not the me I grew to love. I was a shell that... Read more »

I wish I was 12 again

I wish I was 12 again
At the age of 38 I know this seems like an odd statement to wish to be 12 again. Believe me though, I am going somewhere with this. You see at the age of 12 is the last time I was healthy. Save for a few colds and/or chicken pox I did not have much... Read more »
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The girl of my dreams with a blank face

The girl of my dreams with a blank face
I do not remember most of my dreams. They come and they go just as quickly as my eyes shut then open. However, there is one dream that in particular that sticks out. Well not so much a specific dream but one notable theme that I remember. A girl with a blank face. One thing... Read more »

One Step Closer To Being Eddie Vedder's Best Friend

One Step Closer To Being Eddie Vedder's Best Friend
A short while ago I wrote about my want to be Eddie Vedder’s best friend. I will be honest with you what I thought was reality almost set in and I thought it might be implausible. I mean he is Eddie Vedder lead singer of iconic band Pearl Jam and I am soon to be... Read more »

I Once Knew This Kid Named Tony

I Once Knew This Kid Named Tony
Yes I am aware the this is an odd title. Tony was my first friend. He might have at one point been my best friend. Honestly I have very vague memories of our friendship. Not to say I didn’t treasure our time but I was young. We saw each other basically everyday. You can be... Read more »
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An OdeTo My Caretaker

An OdeTo My Caretaker
I have diabetes and multiple sclerosis this is nothing new. I’ve written about it before. I even contribute posts to Modern Day MS. It would be difficult to do this alone. As hard as it is to admit you need someone. I need and have help. This is for my caretaker. Of the two of... Read more »

I Want Eddie Vedder To Be My Best Friend

I Want Eddie Vedder To Be My Best Friend
There was a day in the early 90’s. I was at my friend’s and we were listening to some cassettes he just got. You see, kids, cassettes used to be what music was released on before CDs or MP3s. We listened to Nirvana and this other band named Pearl Jam. The opening track Once features... Read more »

My First Carpool

My First Carpool
It started with a panic. The boy has band camp for a month we both have jobs. We are off on Mondays and Tuesdays so those days are covered. Now we just have to figure out the other three days. He could walk if he leaves at 3 in the afternoon the day before. He... Read more »
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Admitting I Have Man Ego

Admitting I Have Man Ego
It is something I have fought since becoming a man a few years ago. Man ego to me is just as dumb as asking someone how much they can bench. I never thought of myself as a man’s man. I am still not very sure what the fuck that means. I’m a fucking nerd and... Read more »