Tag: Mental Illness

A Conversation with my Suicidal Teenaged Self

A Conversation with my Suicidal Teenaged Self
It’s National Suicide Prevention Week. If you are in crisis, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or contact the Crisis Text Line by texting TALK to 741741.     When I was fourteen, I tried to end my life. I had been deeply depressed for a long, long time. I felt nobody understood, and... Read more »

The Nightmares That Don't End

The Nightmares That Don't End
Content warning: This is a post about PTSD and sexual trauma, among other things.   After my sexual assault when I was fourteen, I attempted suicide. It’s hard to describe the feeling of a simultaneous overdose on contraindicating substances, but it left me with a feeling of physical unreality that took months to begin to pass.... Read more »

Anxiety and Abandonment, A Tale of Mothering Woe

Anxiety and Abandonment, A Tale of Mothering Woe
Until we were only an hour away, I wasn’t worried. There had been no time for doubt to crawl inside me, and I hadn’t even bothered to ask the girls if they were scared. But they were. They were worried they wouldn’t make friends. They were worried they wouldn’t like the food. They had never... Read more »
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Here We Go Again, ACA Edition

Here We Go Again, ACA Edition
The news is hard to follow lately. I get the feeling this is by design. Headlines include a brand new kind of hurricane heading towards New Orleans (climate change is the cause of the massive rainstorms that have destroyed crops all over the midwest and south, and that moisture drifted over the gulf AND IS CREATING... Read more »

What It Means to be Sickened by the News

What It Means to be Sickened by the News
The word “anger” is not enough. Not when every day I feel assaulted by the events surrounding me. Concentration camps at the border, full of filthy, hungry, cold children. Children sick with flu and with untreated fractures and who are being sexually assaulted en masse in “detention.’ And the word “horrified” is not enough when... Read more »

Parenting with Bojack and Bertie

Parenting with Bojack and Bertie
Those of you who follow me on my social media (links below and you totally should), you know I’m a bit obsessed with my television. I watch Star Trek, all Star Trek, on a bit of a perpetual loop. I’m a giant nerd for Doctor Who. And I re-watch the entirety of Bojack Horseman. A lot. Bojack... Read more »
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For All the Mothers Kissing Their Children Goodbye

For All the Mothers Kissing Their Children Goodbye
This morning I kissed my children on their not-quite-clean-enough heads, buttoned them into their slightly-too-small raincoats, packed double checked that they had lunches packed in their beginning-to-fall-apart lunchboxes, and told them I loved them. I watched them run off into the rainy morning, to climb onto the school bus and go away from me for... Read more »